The Librarian

By

Donna M.

�And what do you think you�re doing?� I said in a low, hushed voice to young Anna as I walked toward her in the library�s set-aside study area.

The girl was obviously masturbating, thinking that her hand was hidden well enough under the table so as not to be seen. Under the table or not, I knew what she was doing. When I spoke, her hand flew up very quickly and she tried to look nonchalant, failing miserably. She must have been oh so close to an orgasm.

�Ah, nothing,� was her lame�and late�reply.

Finally she remembered the book she had open in front of her. Anna quickly shoved it into her knapsack but I saw its title. �I didn�t realize we had a copy of Little Birds here,� I said to her, reflecting on my own introduction to Anaïs Nin. I wasn�t shocked by what she had been doing; I�d masturbated after reading its stories too.

As she hastily gathered her things to leave, I sat down next to her. �I�m sorry if I startled you, Anna. What you were doing is a natural thing. It should be a little more private than in the library, that�s all.�

She stopped her manic gathering and met my gaze. �You�re not going to tell on me, are you?�

�Of course not,� I said with what I hoped was a reassuring smile. �We girls gotta have some secrets, right?�

�Thank you, Miss Tardiff.�

�Please, call me Lisa. It�s not as if I was your teacher or anything.� Only a lowly high school librarian, I thought, keeping that to myself. What hit me all of a sudden was her musk, an unmistakable scent of intense arousal. �Again, I�m sorry I stopped you. You were close, weren�t you? Which story?�

�Close?� she muttered, as if she didn�t know what I meant. Her eyes gave her away though. She knew. �I have to get home, Miss Tardiff�I mean, Lisa.�

I placed a hand on her arm and said, �You don�t have to be ashamed of it at all. Was it the story about sex at the beach?�

Probably from amazement an older woman was talking to her so candidly, she remained seated. �You�ve read it?� she said with a bit of awe in her young voice. When I nodded, she continued, �You must have liked that story too, I guess. I got�I got��

�You got aroused, a pretty normal thing to do. I remember when I read it I got so turned on by when she talks about the hanging that�s all I thought about for days�and nights.�

�Really?�

�I�ll confess that every so often I look for hanging videos on YouTube. I hope you don�t think I�m too weird.�

�And you�you know�?� she said, still in awe.

�Oh yes!� I answered, squeezing her hand as I did. She giggled at my candor, and I laughed along with her, though we quickly quieted�we were in a library, after all, and I am a librarian who�s supposed to control such things. �Have a good night, Anna. If you�d like, I can recommend some other good books�like that one.�

As she scurried off, I stopped her and warned her about her skirt. The extremely short denim skirt barely covered her to begin with, but since it had ridden up to accommodate what she�d been doing, it now covered nothing. Blushing, she glanced around to make sure no one else was looking before she rearranged her thong panties and pulled down the skirt�s hemline. In that brief moment, I caught a glimpse of her shaved pubis. I knew I would be wet if I checked. She was a pretty little thing.

I often watched these teen girls as they used the library. Truth be told, I wasn�t much older than they were. I remembered when I was their age; the loves found and lost, the lonely nights of yearning for more, of fantasy and masturbation. I�m as alone now as I was then, but that doesn�t stop me from longing for those days once more. I envied Anna and girls like her. I was glad she�d discovered Nin.

Three days later, Anna approached me in the library. I could see she wanted to speak privately so I led her to my broom closet-sized office.

�Miss�Lisa�can you tell me about other books like you said?�

�I sure can, but they�re not going to be in this library,� I told her. �Do you have a Kindle?�

�Yeah.�

�Check out Amazon, then. I�m sure the e-books aren�t that expensive.� I gave her some titles, including a few more from Anaïs Nin. �I�ll check to see if I have anything and let you know.�

�Thank you so much!� she gushed.

I smiled. �I take it the rest of Little Birds was�fulfilling.�

Her blush was nearly scarlet. �It was good,� she said, but looking at her you saw it was a gross understatement.

By the following week I�d almost forgotten about Anna and her quest for erotica. When she showed up in the library with her friend, Hannah, and wanted to talk, I got a little nervous. Could I get into trouble pointing girls toward erotic fiction? I�d better be careful. In my office, Anna began telling me about how much she liked all my suggestions, and that Hannah liked them too.

�Oh yes, Miss Tardiff! Those books were hot,� Hannah said, �and you�re so cool to tell Anna about them!�

�It was my pleasure,� I said, immediately imagining the two of them lying side-by-side on a bed, masturbating to loud orgasms after reading one of the books together. I hoped I didn�t look flushed.

I could see that they wanted to say something more, so I endured the inane conversation until finally Anna came out with it. �Friday night my parents are like not going to be home, so we�re gonna hang out at my house, me, Hannah and Katie, and we were�like�wondering if you would�like come over and hang with us?�

This was interesting. I was a little too old to be hanging out with them, but on the other hand, to be invited was gratifying. �I�d feel funny if boys were there. I�m not exactly your age, you know.�

�Oh no, no boys, just us,� Anna said.

�And they have a pool,� Hannah chimed in, �so bring your bikini.�

I chuckled. �So what makes you think I have a bikini?�

Hannah feigned looking me over and said, �Duh, with your body you have to have one.�

�Well, thank you. Yes, I have a bikini, and I�d be honored to hang out with you Friday. Are you sure an old lady like me won�t cramp your style?�

They both giggled, and Anna said, �Silly, you�re not old!�

After they left, I pondered the invitation. I guess I came across as �cool� for acknowledging Anna�s arousal to erotica, and feeding it a bit. Maybe that made me one of the girls, the worldly older sister perhaps. I�d have to be insistent that there be no booze; I didn�t need that legal complication.

Friday afternoon I got a text message with Anna�s address. A few minutes later, I got a picture from Hannah along with her text. She had on a bikini that was mostly string. The accompanying message was �C U later, par-T time!�

I had mixed feelings for sure. Damn, did the girl look delicious in that bikini, but the word �party� made me nervous; that the evening would be more than I could handle, and spelled trouble. I�d be careful, yet I was indeed going. I tried on my bikini when I got home. By today�s standards it was hardly risqué, though it was still skimpy enough and I liked how I looked in it, especially up top. I hoped it fit the �cool young librarian� paradigm.

Anna�s house was at the end of an upscale neighborhood, set back from the street and landscaped in a way that spelled money. The girls were already in their swimwear at poolside when I arrived. Anna led me to a bathroom where I changed into my suit. When I emerged from the house, I got appreciative looks from the three gals. Katie, who I�d seen occasionally in the library studying, whistled and then said, �Miss Tardiff, you look fantastic!�

�Now, now, you have to drop the Miss Tardiff. Call me Lisa, at least out of school, okay?�

I got three simultaneous and smiling �Yes Lisa� replies.

We formed the lounge chairs into a circle and sat down. The ensuing conversation was all about me. They wanted to know where I was from, where I went to school, and if I had a boyfriend. I told them everything they wanted to know about me, including that there was no man in my life. I asked them about boyfriends, and each mentioned a name, though I got the impression none were steadies.

Hannah said, �Anyone mind if I go topless?� Hannah wasn�t asking me personally but I could tell it was my decision to make and not her friends�.

�Seems private enough,� I said, �if you�re asking me I�d say it was okay. It�s your house Anna, so I guess it�s up to you.�

�Yeah, it�s alright, I guess,� Anna replied, and off came Hannah�s top.

Her breasts were marvelously pert C-cups, with small yet conical areolas and prominent nipples. Her nipples stiffened noticeably after being exposed to the evening air. I wondered if the other two would follow her lead, and of course that led me to think about whether I would take mine off along with them. Katie gave Anna a quizzical look before they both looked at me. Decision time. After a few minutes, Katie said, �What the hell,� and untied her bikini top, letting it fall to the patio floor. Anna�s came off soon afterwards. Perky was the word for their teen breasts. Firm, upswept beauties with nipples, like Hannah�s, that puckered and stiffened when exposed. Three pairs of eyes now stared at me.

�When in Rome, do as the Roman�s do,� I said, and undid my top. I still had three pairs of eyes staring, but now they were staring at my chest. I was, after all, more endowed than these teen girls were.

The whole dynamic changed when they got to see my breasts. I have extremely large areolas, and the girls seemed quite intrigued by them. The friends went back to talking about school things, but knowing that I was somewhere in the back of their minds didn�t make me feel left out.

Anna, who was sitting closest to me, got up the courage to ask, �Lisa, were you, like, serious when you said you watched hanging videos?�

�I used to think it was a perversion, but when I was about your age I saw a war movie where a man and a woman were hanged together. They filmed it so graphically, but instead of being sickened by it, it sort of turned me on.�

�Watching that got you horny? Like the woman in the story?� Anna said.

�Yes. Like that.�

�Did you, like�you know�?� Hannah asked me.

�Masturbate, you mean? Oh, I had to.�

�Wow!�

�In fact, it didn�t take much as I kept imagining their legs kicking a few times before they��

�Would that one be on YouTube?� Katie asked.

I said, �I don�t know if that particular one is, but there are a bunch of videos on YouTube and other sites, either faked ones or old movie scenes.�

�And you watch those to get off?�

�Sometimes,� I admitted.

Anna jumped out of her lounge chair, her firm tits jiggling nicely, and said �Let�s go look at some. I want to see.�

The four of us walked into the house and headed to Anna�s bedroom. If breasts and body language were indicators, we were all hot with anticipation�pink, flushed skin, taut nipples, and heavy breathing. After logging on, she gave up the chair to me and I began surfing for videos I knew were out there.

�Okay, here�s one,� I said. �It�s a faked suicide video where she�s wearing a harness and only faking the rope, but look at how she kicks the chair aside and then the way her feet move. God, she knows!�

The camera was at shin level during most of the action. As always I was mesmerized by the video, but now I had three others mesmerized as well. Hannah muttered another �Wow!� before Katie asked, � �She knows� what?�

I said, �Obviously, this woman knows what it must be like�to be hanged.�

�But how can she? Like it�s not something you can practice.�

�From watching these,� I said, clicking to play another video, this one a scene from a Spanish film. They hanged a couple of gypsies from the back of an old hay wagon, very realistically portrayed. As they dropped and their legs kicked and swayed, my hand went into my bikini bottoms at the same time Anna uttered a groan. I turned to see her and Katie doing the same thing. Hannah just stood there with her chin dropped.

With my unoccupied hand I clicked on another video. �Check out this one.� It appeared like it was from a witch-trial movie, with girls that all looked like teens. One girl, who looked like she could be a preteen, was standing on some sort of a makeshift platform when they removed her bonnet and placed the noose around her neck. Her hands were tied behind her back, and her legs were tied together at the ankles just above her black, buckle shoes. Other girls were shown with nooses around their necks. Someone kicked the planking platform and as it tumbled the girls were all hanged, dangling from a big tree limb, kicking until they were still. The video concluded with a distant shot showing the girls hanging in a row.

�Oh God!� Anna moaned as her fingers brought her to orgasm. I was the next to climax. Hannah and Katie came soon afterwards.

Katie exclaimed, �I never thought something like that could make me so horny.�

�Incredible, huh?� I said, mostly looking at Anna who was still amazingly cumming, staring at the monitor in glassy-eyed trance, her bikini bottoms around her ankles and her fingers flying.

Hannah whispered, �Can we find more?�

With Anna vocally climaxing once again, I figured there was no reason I still had my bottoms on, so I stood, slipped them off and kicked them aside. That took Hannah�s and Katie�s attention away from the computer and onto me. Both were staring at my crotch, enough to make me look down there too to see what they were staring at (besides the obvious). I�d always been a rather �wet� girl, and today was no exception. My labia were glistening with girl-juice, and quite a bit had dribbled down my inner thighs as well as wetting the computer chair. I doubted they were staring at my neatly trimmed landing strip.

Hannah uttered �Oh, wow!� as she too dropped her bottoms. Both she and Katie were practically in my lap before I could do or say anything. As Hannah�s tongue snaked into my mouth, I untied the strings of Katie�s suit bottoms. Both girls were shaved smooth and their touch sent me over the edge. We fell to Anna�s bed, and some serious finger fucking ensued. As our cries of orgasm filled the room, we didn�t hear Anna say �I want that,� until she repeated it more vehemently.

Katie said, �Miss Tardiff, you are sooooo hot. Wow, my first time with a girl!�

Hannah said, �I�m sooooo glad you came here.�

I said, �Anna, is that what you want? Come here then.� She looked so divine; I wouldn�t mind making it her turn.

Instead, she said, �Nooooooooo, I wanna be hung.� She pointed to the computer monitor. While the rest of us were fingering each other, she�d clicked on another video that showed a naked girl undergoing a hanging torture that appeared to have her in the throes of an orgasm. �I want that!�

We watched the video over again as well as two others. I said �I don�t think it�s a good idea, Anna. Those are all staged, like special effects. It�s not the same. I don�t want you to be hurt.�

�If you don�t do it, I�ll do it when you�re gone,� she said defiantly.

Hannah and Katie went to her and tried to talk her out of it, but I�d opened Pandora�s box by showing them the videos so it was up to me. I moved in and hugged Anna. She immediately reacted to the feel of my breasts against her. She whispered, �Can I tell you a secret?� When I nodded affirmatively, she went on, �I�m glad you�re here too. I think I�m a lesbian and now I know it for sure.� She turned her head to face her friends, saying, �You won�t hate me if I tell you how much I�ve always wished I could have sex with both of you, will you?�

They looked at each other, and then both girls joined in the group hug and said that it was okay by them and that they loved her. Hannah added, �I like boys, but if having sex with another girl is this much fun, then I�m in!� The group hug ended up on the bed.

I felt pretty happy having the three teen lovelies arrayed around me on Anna�s bed. Anna had a hand on one of my breasts as Katie had her hand on the other. Hannah suddenly said, �You know, we could try something like what we saw, pretend that we�re hanging Anna to see if she gets off.�

Anna looked at her friend with renewed interest. �How?� she asked.

Hannah said, �Do you have a vibrator?�

�Yes�I�I�ll get it,� Anna said before getting off the bed and pulling a bulb-headed, electric model from a dresser drawer. �Why this?�

Hannah looked it over, then said �It�ll do�you�ll see.� She hummed for a few seconds before turning to all of us. �Let�s find as many scarves, and like, robe sashes and stuff like that as we can, okay?�

Anna looked so excited I thought she�d orgasm right there without a single touch. She popped out of her trance to help us round up two cloth belts, her bathrobe sash, and two scarves, a winter woolen one and another of imitation silk. As I looked on in amusement, Katie and Hannah, like generals planning an attack, sized up the bedroom�s ceiling fan (�It looks strong enough,�) the metal trash can next to the desk (�Upside down�better than the chair,�) and the vibrator�s power cord (�It�ll reach.�)

While they organized the logistics, and Anna hovered around them in breathless anticipation, I returned to the computer and searched for some good lesbian porn. On an X-art site, there was a better than average video of two youngish girls making out. I was certain Anna would like this as stimulation, though I wasn�t sure she�d need any the way she was breathing. When I turned back to the girls, I was once more hit with the unreality of three teen girls and an older woman, all naked and straightforwardly planning to hang one of us as sex play.

Hannah finally said, �I think we�re ready. You still wanna do this?� she asked Anna, and Anna nodded vigorously.

Rising from the chair, I said �Can I lead this?� I hugged Anna to me while placing my hand on her inner thigh, my thumb lightly stroking between her wet labia. I whispered to her �Do you trust me?� She whispered back that she did.

Katie climbed onto the computer chair to tie the woolen scarf to the ceiling fan stanchion, and then tied the silk scarf to it in a loop. I clicked to start the video. Hannah placed the vibrator between Anna�s thighs before tightly cincturing her legs together with the two belts, one up high and one below the knees. I made sure Anna was facing the computer screen and watching the video. One girl was between the legs of the other and licking slowly and sensuously. Anna reacted as I knew she would. I leaned in and whispered in her ear, �I�ll do that to you�after�� A shiver ran through her as a soft moan escaped her lips.

The trash can was emptied and overturned under the fan. We helped Anna mount the can and made sure she was steady before putting the makeshift noose around her neck. I picked up a cammy that she�d tossed onto the floor and used it to tie her hands behind her back. When Katie plugged in the vibrator, Anna�s eyes popped out and her moan became much louder. She was watching the video, and the girl�s orgasm, when simultaneously she began to cum and I pushed the trash can aside. Her orgasmic scream was cut off in mid note but not her orgasm. Her toes arched to touch the floor but she was at least a couple of inches away. Her legs thrashed from both orgasm and self-preservation. I watched her intently, ready to get her down before it was too late. Katie and Hannah however were fingering themselves to quick, explosive climaxes; their friend�s safety momentarily overcome by their own lusts.

As Anna�s throes weakened, I lifted her up and got her out of the noose, pulling the vibrator�s plug from the wall as I did. I laid her on the bed and untied her, smoothing her sweaty hair as the darkness faded from her face and her breathing slowly returned to some semblance of normalcy. I kissed her cheek and waited.

Katie asked, �Is she okay?�

�She�ll be fine,� I said, just as Anna�s eyes fluttered and opened.

She tried to talk but couldn�t. I put a fingertip at her lips, �It�s okay�you�re okay,� I whispered to her.

When she finally spoke, her voice was raspy from the hanging but otherwise sounded alright. We were all anxious to hear how it felt, and Anna didn�t disappoint. She explained as best she could how her vision became cloudy before a bright light flashed in her head. �I can�t, like, say for sure, but I think my orgasm went on even after I was out. You guys all had good ideas on how to do it, and I think it was the best cum I ever had,� she said as her hand lazily stroked her swollen clit and wet vulva.

Katie was adamant; �Can I do it now?� she begged.

We repeated the set-up with the petite brunette. As she kicked and swayed, I fingered myself and came within seconds.

When Katie came to, she asked Hannah if she wanted to �go� but Hannah said she wasn�t ready and would have to think about it. To the girls� credit, neither Anna nor Katie goaded their friend to try it.

We were amazed at how much time had passed. Hannah and Katie said they had to go home. As they dressed, I admonished both not to have any ideas about trying this sort of thing alone. They promised me they wouldn�t, but wanted to know if we could get together again. I proposed my apartment for the next weekend, and the girls left happy.

I was going to get dressed myself, but Anna had other ideas. �You promised,� she said.

Our lovemaking was slow and extremely sensual. I�ve never thought of myself in terms of an �orientation� but I had to admit that I loved women�and girls. I taught the fledgling lesbian many things as the evening turned to night.

�When are your parents due home?�

�Not until late tomorrow. Can you spend the night with me?�

And that�s what I did. We scoured the internet for more kinky videos, and then we had sex. I recounted erotic books I�d read; we looked for excerpts on the web, and then we had sex. We searched for the most erotic lesbian videos we could find, and then imitated them until we came again for the umpteenth time.

Before falling asleep, Anna said �Lisa, I never imagined someone as pretty and smart like you would�want me. It�s like a dream��

�I guess you don�t realize how beautiful you are. When I saw you in the library doing�you know�something twanged within me. I�m the one having the dream.�

Her lips flew to mine. That kiss sent me off to dreamland.

Sometime during the night, I awoke with Anna suckling at one of my breasts, half asleep. I had the feeling we could both get used to this, even if I was breaking the law by being in her bed. In the morning, we both laughed when we saw the homemade noose of scarves still dangling from the ceiling fan�s shaft. After making coffee, I helped her get everything back to normal.

We lounged around, still naked, and sipped our coffees. She told me about school and the subjects she liked and disliked. It became apparent to me her inner conflict over her sexuality had isolated her somewhat, even from her closest friends. As most people do, she needed someone to share things with, but when you secretly lust after those who would share it�s easy to feel alone. I didn�t want to let her think this was the beginning of a long term relationship, but I didn�t want to shatter her flowering psyche either.

I asked her if she thought it was warm enough outside to use the pool. She said, �The water�s probably going to be cold, but we can get used to it,� then chuckled. I just loved the way her girl-breasts jiggled when she laughed.

We put our bikinis back on and went outside. The pool was indeed cold. We did get used to it. Wading next to her, I undid her top and pulled it away. �I want to see what the cold water is doing to those nipples of yours,� I said.

She pulled my top off and said �You too!�

We were both impressed with what we saw.

As we kissed, our fingers went to each other�s pussy. Soon we were both cumming and struggling to stay afloat. By the time I left her, she�d professed her love to me. I knew it was a fleeting thing, fueled by the sex and the intimate act of her �hanging� that we�d shared, but I didn�t say anything to dissuade her. She had our group �date� for the following Saturday to look forward to.

Later in the day, I travelled into the city to a sex/video shop I�d heard about. I perused the different bondage paraphernalia and purchased a couple of battery-operated vibrators, some tacky soft velvet handcuffs as well as other ligature devices, already imagining how we would use them, plus an all-girl BDSM DVD. When I got home, I scoured my apartment and collected every scarf, belt, and terrycloth robe cinch I owned.

Midweek, I got a visit at the library from Hannah and another girl, who looked to be emulating Snooki in the way she was made-up and dressed. Hannah introduced her as Lori. She was a curvy, voluptuous brunette who I immediately knew I�d have fantasies about.

Making sure that nobody was within earshot, Hannah wanted to know if Lori could join us on Saturday. �She�s cool with it, like, the you-know-what.� The way Lori was checking me out let me know I wouldn�t be the only one with new fantasies. Hannah leaned closer, and in a conspirator�s tone whispered, �I showed Lori the hanging vids.� I glanced at the other girl. She licked her lip in an attempt to be sexy. We�d see how sexy she really was.

I kept my gaze on Lori, and with a lock-the-lips gesture, said, �Quiet, right?�

She murmured, �Yes.�

On Saturday, the girls showed up as planned. I was down to just panties and a t-shirt when they arrived, and the new girl, Lori, obviously liked what she saw. Hannah commandeered my computer to show the others some new hanging and bondage videos she�d discovered on the web. She also showed us a web site with erotic drawings of women and girls being hanged to death, and looking forward to it, it seemed�a male fantasy for sure, but one not lost on the girls.

When I pulled out my new �toys� they went wild. They stripped down to panties while I sat, watched, and grew hot at the sight of their taut teenaged bodies. Lori had the greatest looking D-cup bullet tits I ever saw. I couldn�t wait to get my hands on them.

My apartment has a bedroom loft. I indicated its railing, Anna and Hannah getting the hint and nearly swooning. Besides my purchases at the sex shop, I�d found a store that sold velvet ropes like they used in theaters. I fashioned a noose in the rope and suspended it from my loft railing, all the while under the bug-eyed stares of the extremely horny girls. Hannah and Katie began hugging each other as they looked at the violet rope dangling just above them.

Lori, more wide-eyed than the others, uttered �This is real, isn�t it?�

Anna smiled and said, �Well, not THAT real,� and giggled.

I was swimming in a miasma of teenaged pheromones, and I barely contained my desire to drop to the floor and masturbate, or better yet tackle the bunch of them and lick them silly. Hold it girl, I told myself. Lori was the one testing my resolve. She sat next to me, making sure her tits rubbed against me as she ogled mine. I turned to her and asked, �You like?� When she nodded I pulled off my t-shirt over my head. �It�s okay,� I said to her.

We caressed each other�s breasts as we kissed. In the meantime, Hannah, Katie and Anna were sizing up my makeshift gallows and deciding who would go first. My fingers slid into Lori�s panties and went to work. She was nicely shaved, and extremely wet. I made her wetter. �Oh�oh�oh�oh�oh�oh�� she moaned in a staccato rhythm matching the one of my fingertips, until she wailed �OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!� and bucked her hips in wild, orgasmic frenzy.

I looked up to see the other three staring at us with their hands in their panties. I smiled at them, licked Lori�s cum from my fingers, and said, �I guess we�re ready.�

They sure were. I told them to remain where they were standing. I arose from the sofa, walked to Anna, knelt at her feet and lowered her panties to the floor. She lifted her feet in turn to free them as I first sniffed the telltale wet spot and then kissed her bare pubis. I moved to Hannah and did the same. By the time I finished with Hannah, Katie had already ditched her panties and was frantically masturbating. At her feet, I kissed her rapidly moving fingers at the moment she climaxed with a scream and a shudder. I licked her wet fingers; sweet nectar. Oh God, was I hot!

I started the DVD I�d bought, and the girls were mesmerized by the various scenes of lesbian bondage. The amount of moisture dribbling from Anna was hard to miss, and the wet spot on my sofa was readily apparent under Lori, who�d since taken her panties off too.

Hannah breathlessly said, �Can I go first?�

I looked at how hot Katie still was even after her explosive orgasm, and said, �You know, I have enough of that rope for another noose. How about two of you at the same time? Wouldn�t that be hot�looking at each other hanging�so close?�

Katie cried out �Oh�yes!� and helped me tie another section of rope to the railing. We now had two nooses hanging side-by-side, and one look at them had me dribbling like Anna.

Under my direction, Anna and Lori arranged two of my breakfast nook stools under the ropes while I velcroed Hannah�s and Katie�s hands behind their backs with the soft handcuffs. I whispered to Katie �Which vibrator do you want?�

�I�want�the�pink�one,� she managed to say around shallow breaths. The one she requested was a large flesh toned dildo. I pantomimed first horizontal and then vertical orientation. She moaned �In me,� which was where I put it before turning it on. She didn�t need any additional lubrication to facilitate the penetration. I cinched her thighs and then her ankles together with a couple of my belts. She groaned and her knees buckled but I kept her from falling.

I turned to Hannah and asked her about a vibrator, but she said, �I don�t think I need one.� When she looked up at the noose and shuddered, she said, �Don�t tie my legs, okay.�

�Should we do some sort of role play?� I asked Anna and Lori, �Like they�re witches or something?�

Anna shouted �Yes!� as we helped both girls up onto the stools. I pulled over a chair, and standing upon it gave Hannah a full tongue kiss before slipping the noose over her head. I did the same with Katie, who felt and sounded like she was cumming already. I whispered in Hannah�s ear, �She�s first�watch her.�

Anna was pretending to read their �charges� of witchcraft as I instructed Lori on how to remove the stools so they wouldn�t fall hard. Lori said to me; �We�re really doing this�for real.� It wasn�t a question.

We pulled Katie�s stool away and she kicked and swayed as her orgasmic cries were choked off. Watching Katie like I told her to, Hannah had a touchless orgasm as she groaned, shivered and swooned, her feet slipping from the stool. She was a kicker, the sight of her fantastic legs made me glad she�d asked not to be tied. I had a vibrator at my clit but basically didn�t need it; I began to cum and didn�t stop until the two girls were only swaying gently.

Lori fell back to the sofa and was masturbating in earnest, her eyes glued to her hanging friends. She wasn�t much good, so I prodded Anna into action to get both girls down.

Hannah regained consciousness first. Sitting on the floor, I held her in my arms and shushed her when she tried to speak. As the proper color returned to her face, I asked, �Was it like you thought it would be?�

She swallowed once before hoarsely saying, �Oh yes, Miss Tardiff, I mean, Lisa. Just before everything turned black, the�orgasm�was like a camera flash going off in my head! It was amazing!� She swallowed again, and it looked painful. �Do you think I was close to dying?�

I looked into her beautiful, trusting eyes and said, �We�ll only know when it happens, won�t we? By then we won�t be able to tell anyone about it.� Just then I heard Katie cough. Anna and Lori were holding her much as I was holding Hannah. I reached over and touched Anna�s leg to get her attention. �Take the dildo out, please sweetheart.� The vibrator was shoved deep into her vagina and still humming away. It made an audible �plop� when Anna pulled it from Katie�s wetness.

When Katie was fully revived, I ushered the other two away so Katie and Hannah could be alone to share their experiences. I held Lori�s hand and led her up to my bedroom as Anna followed. Lori kept looking at the ropes as we ascended the stairs. I wondered if she�d have the nerve. She and Anna used the velvet cuffs to fasten my arms and legs spread eagle to the bed, and then they fucked me; fingers and tongues, pinches and rubs. I didn�t want them to stop, though I was powerless to stop them if I did. At the moment I came, I had one of Lori�s nipples at my lips and Anna energetically tribbing me. I hardly had the chance to relax post-orgasmically before Lori sat on my face; my tongue thrust up into her as she writhed. It didn�t take her more than a minute before she climaxed all over my face. Her juices were intoxicating.

�Oh, Miss Tardiff, you�re the best,� Lori purred as she and Anna undid the cuffs. �I never had a teacher or anyone at school like you before.� I imagined she was right.

While we lounged on my bed, Katie and Hannah joined us, walking upstairs hand-in-hand. Such a lovely sight: rosy pink and so full of life, so soon after their dance with death itself. What a remarkable feeling having these four nubile young ladies surrounding me with their youthfully firm bodies.

Even after all the fun so far, it wasn�t long before we got back to some serious sex. Katie and Hannah�s sixty-nine was so hot and so loud the rest of us stopped to watch them cum. All the while, Lori clung to me, her hands busily making me happy. With her fingertips lazily stroking my clit, she whispered in my ear, �Will you hang with me?�

I kissed her and said I would.

The girls were ecstatic that round two was about to begin. Lori and I walked hand-in-hand to the spot below the twin suspended ropes like a couple approaching the altar to be married. I pondered that analogy, since for the first time, basically because I was now going to be the �victim,� I realized how much trust is involved in this exercise in extreme pleasure. If you didn�t trust, your ultimate climax was just that.

I kissed Lori for quite a long time. I somehow knew that no matter how legally wrong this all was, I suspected the high school girl would be my lover going forward. Our lips were still locked together when the girls bound our hands behind us. Having seen enough videos to know what turned me on, I refused leg bindings as Hannah had. I wanted to kick. Lori followed my lead and I appreciated it.

The girls helped us up onto the stools and placed the ropes around our necks. Lori and I faced each other, and I hoarsely muttered, �Let�s step off together. I�ll count down.�

As I began to count down �Three�two�one�� and gazed at Lori�s beautiful, expectant face, I felt the tremors of an orgasm spread from my vagina outward through the rest of my body, ��zero�� We both stepped off our stools and dropped. It really wasn�t a long time, I know that, but it seemed like forever in slow motion. My orgasm cranked into overdrive as I watched Lori�s breasts heave as she kicked, her tongue snaking out from between parted lips. What began as an explosion of white light and furnace heat faded into wonderful, soothing blackness. Just before the world went away, I heard someone (Anna?) say �Omigod, look! They both squirted!�

When I came to, I was looking up at a circle of lovely faces looking down at me. Lori�s face went from fear to joy in a heartbeat. �Thank God, you�re alive!� she crowed before kissing me full on the lips.

Hannah leaned closer and said, �We were like really scared �cause you looked like you were dead.�

Katie added, �Yes�you wouldn�t breathe right away.�

Anna said, �I don�t really know how to do it but I gave you mouth-to-mouth, like, then you started to breathe again.

I hugged Anna to me and thanked her for saving my life. Then I hugged Lori and said, �Was it good?�

�Wow, it�s like I had an orgasm from heaven! What about you?�

I chuckled, and that small burst of laughter hurt my throat. �Mine was from heaven too, maybe because I was closer to getting there than I�d planned.� They giggled, though I was only half kidding. They helped me up from the floor. I walked to a mirror to see what my neck looked like, especially since Katie and Hannah still had nasty ring-shaped bruises around theirs. �We�ll have to use some make-up tricks to hide these,� I said. I got out some make-up and we went to work on each other.

Lori asked, �Can we do this again?�

�Lisa, can we like come here next weekend and have some more fun?� Hannah chimed.

�Only if you girls promise not to tell anyone�it�s us five and no one else.�

While the other girls got dressed, I held Lori back and kissed her again. Katie gave her a wink as they left. �You don�t mind if I hold on to you a bit longer?� I said.

�No, Miss Tardiff.�

�It�s Lisa from now on.� I guided her back to my bed. Like she did before, she swooned when she looked at the suspended ropes. �Later, my sweet�later.� For the next hour or so Lori and I made love, utilizing almost all of the paraphernalia I�d purchased. We had so many orgasms my sheets were soaked. When I saw some blood, I shockingly realized that she�d still had an intact hymen before we must have shredded it with the vibrator. �You�re not a virgin anymore,� I said.

�That�s okay, since you�re the one who took it from me.�

�You�ve always liked girls?� I asked.

�Oh, yes! Ever since I can remember I looked at other girls, wondering what they looked like naked. I�m a nut case in the shower and locker room after gym class. Jesus! Like I get wet and want to touch all of them. When Hannah told me about you and what you guys were doing, I masturbated for like hours!�

�That sounds a lot like me when I was your age, even though I tried to fool myself about my true desires.�

�You probably didn�t see me,� Lori said, her eyes afire, �but I went to the library a few times this past week and watched you. I couldn�t wait for today to come.�

�Sounds like this is where you belong, Lori,� I said, indicating the bed with a sweep of my arm.

�I can�t believe I�m here�and we made love.�

�Believe it, sweetheart. I hope we can do this over and over again,� I said, and then we kissed long and hard. After our lips parted, I asked her when she was expected home. She told me her mom didn�t care and that she could call her and say she was spending the night at a friend�s place. She made the call, and now I had a teenaged love bunny to spend the night with. Locked in a naked embrace, we fell asleep. My dreams were quite pleasant.

I awoke with a start. Lori wasn�t next to me anymore. I got up and looked around my bedroom. Even in the semi-darkness, what I noticed first was that one of the ropes still attached to the loft�s railing seemed much tauter than the other. I cried out �Oh no! Lori�� and ran downstairs. Her face was hideously purple and I heard rather than saw the vibrator which was shoved up into her vagina. I grabbed a knife and cut the rope while I held her. She fell into my arms as we crashed to the floor. She wasn�t breathing. I did CPR even though I thought I was too late. When she convulsed and drew in that first precious breath, I shouted with glee. She�d soiled herself, so as she came back from the dead I hustled her into the shower, hoping the warm water would serve the dual purpose of helping in her revival.

�I�m�I�m�� she croaked.

�Yes, you�re alive. Why did you do something so foolish?�

�I wanted that feeling�again,� she said, her voice hoarse and breaking.

I again heard the buzz of the vibrator and gingerly removed the device from her. �Was it worth almost dying for?� I asked, but I really didn�t want an answer. I dried her and guided her back to my bed, though not before I changed the sheets. With her safe again, and apparently okay, I cleaned up the mess she made and pondered the mess it looked like I made. Which one of my high school harem would be the next to try it solo? Who would die because of the ideas I planted in their heads?

I stood at the foot of my bed and watched Lori sleep, her bountiful chest slowly rising and falling. After what she almost accomplished, that was a beautiful sight to see in more ways than one.

Turning to face the loft railing, I looked down at the remaining noose. If Hannah, Katie, Anna or Lori succeeded in hanging themselves, I couldn�t very well blame Anaïs Nin or the Internet, could I? The inevitability of it all hit me hard. I imagined one or more of them dangling from a curtain rod or light fixture, kicking while stretching their toes toward the floor they�d never quite reach. I began to tremble, my fingers flew to my vulva, and my knees buckled. I glanced back at Lori sleeping peacefully on my bed. Oh, to have this girl as my lover forever!

I walked downstairs, positioned one of the stools, climbed upon it, and placed the noose around my neck. Maybe if I went first, the future I envisioned wouldn�t be so inevitable, and the sweet girls who trusted me so much, placing their lives in my hands for some sexual thrills, would survive the urge. I managed to cuff my hands behind my back�there would be no chickening out.

As the stool toppled, my feet tried valiantly to reach the floor but I was so, so far away.

Orgasm, Oh my!�

A flash of brilliant white light�

Lori, please don�t cry when you find me�

Turning black�

Another white light?...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh�

I have a teenage daughter, so a good part of me didn�t want to write or publish this story. We hear about teachers seducing students all too often, and then there's the rest of it. Please forgive me for this little bit of dark fantasy.

Donna M.

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